{"id":61,"date":"2019-12-31T13:06:00","date_gmt":"2019-12-31T13:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mammaber.com\/?p=61"},"modified":"2020-01-02T03:55:23","modified_gmt":"2020-01-02T03:55:23","slug":"fresh-air","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mammaber.com\/?p=61","title":{"rendered":"Fresh air"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-style-circle-mask\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/mammaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191231_115245-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-65\" srcset=\"http:\/\/mammaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191231_115245-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/mammaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191231_115245-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/mammaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191231_115245-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/mammaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191231_115245-768x768.jpg 768w, http:\/\/mammaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191231_115245-100x100.jpg 100w, http:\/\/mammaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/20191231_115245.jpg 1080w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 706px) 89vw, (max-width: 767px) 82vw, 740px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>This may look like just a sidewalk to you, but to me, it&#8217;s a victory.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yesterday I didn&#8217;t leave the house at all. Well, I lie &#8211; I took the trash out to the garage. Once. That was the only time I stepped foot outdoors. I didn&#8217;t wash my face; it took me hours to brush or rebraid my hair (and honestly, I don&#8217;t even remember if I brushed it, I may have just taken the old braid out n redone it). <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I did successfully make both lunch and dinner (vs ordering delivery); that was yesterday&#8217;s victory. Played some board games with the kids, visited a lot with my Mom. Otherwise, I successfully avoided the world. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Today, Kid#3 wanted to play outside &#8211; he loves snow. Oh boy. (I, by the way, hate snow.) So, I did what any good parent does &#8211; I put on my boots and went outside. We played &#8220;Snow Adventure&#8221; for a little while, which is basically a Nerf gun version of Tag. Once he decided he&#8217;d had enough, the kids went inside. I discovered I was liking the fresh air, and the shoveling needed to be finished, so I decided to go ahead and get it done. It doubles as a workout, right?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As I finished, the sun came out for just a moment. I decided it was good I did this, and even if I don&#8217;t do anything else today, at least I did this bit and that would be my victory for today. I&#8217;m trying to do at least one thing a day, to feel at least a little productive. Never in my life has the idea of just doing one thing in a day seemed so important, or taken so much energy. Usually I accomplish one thing before 6 a.m&#8230; Today I slept in till 8, LOL.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now I&#8217;m actually writing this swell sitting outside. My hands are getting cold and the sun has gone away again, but I&#8217;ll be able to remember this time outside and it will help me smile throughout the rest of the day. I don&#8217;t really know what my moral or point is other than to always be sure you give yourself credit for even the smallest of victories. It may not seem like a lot to anybody else or even to the version of yourself you were yesterday, but giving yourself credit for each small victory *today* can make all the difference *today*&#8230; and sometimes that&#8217;s all that matters.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This may look like just a sidewalk to you, but to me, it&#8217;s a victory. Yesterday I didn&#8217;t leave the house at all. Well, I lie &#8211; I took the trash out to the garage. Once. That was the only time I stepped foot outdoors. 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