This morning I put on makeup and wore my hair down for the first time in about a week. I looked in the mirror and thought, whoa.
Life’s been a bit of a roller coaster. And I didn’t expect this one at all. Usually when I’m busy busy busy, I braid my hair and leave it there. If anything, I take it out only to re-braid it so it’s not falling out and fuzzy.
I recently had highlights put in, and I’m still getting used to them.
I struggle with feeling vain when I look at my reflection and think, ‘wow, I’m beautiful.’
I struggle with feeling like I’m worth much, cuz I really just don’t think I’m worth much.
So this morning when I looked in the mirror, that initial wave of ‘you’re so vain’ washed over me… and then I actually took a minute to LOOK, and see myself from an outside perspective. It was a bit humbling.
I am beautiful.
I’ll work on feeling worthy.